January 6, 2011

so today is january sixth twenty eleven. sorry my phone isnt letting me do symbols or numbers. anyway, merry christmas and happy new year. over christmas break, i started talking to this guy, nathen. he is amazing. amazing doesnt even describe it. he makes me melt. unfortunately he is grounded from his phone. last week he was using his cousins phone, who just happened to be my best friend. well hes grounded from his phone till who knows when. see its not like his dad just took him phone or had it turned off, he actually had it taken off of the contract. so i have no idea when he gets it back but itll be a while i know. well im gonna go.... see ya. bye

My mom is a Bitch. I hate being sick, too. I stayed out of school today to go to the doc, not because I was to sick to go to school. She wwon't let me go to my old school's basketball game tonight because "I was too sick to go to school, so I'm too sick to go to a game!" Any other parent would be extatic that their child was feeling well enough to go to a game after being sick, but not mine. She makes me miserable. Gah I hate this!!!!!

So, I started high school. It's okay. I'm doing a pretty good job at staying myself and not trying to fit in. It's stressful though. It makes it even worse when your in my situaltion... My parents are divorced. They have split custody. I go to Dad's house every other day, and every other weekend. It's stressful that I have to carry everything I own to school every day. It's stressful when I can't remember which bus to get on. This isn't some pitty sob story where I'm trying to make you feel bad for me. This is just the only place where I can say whatever I want to because someone I know can read it and tell my dad. I don't even think anyone reads this... I tried to tell my dad how hard it is, but he plays the guilt card and I give in every time. Idk...

Gandhi once said: "Be the change you wish to see in the world."
When I think about that I think about what I'm doing here, and the other posts I've posted here. I haven't really put in any effort to change the world. I feel bad about that.
There's a million quotes I could put up on here like:
"Everyone wants to change the way world is, everyone wants to see the world happy, but no one realizes that, to make this world a happy place to live,you have to change yourself-- your heart; and not the world"
When everyone takes off their makeup, washes their hair, washes off their perfume off, and says what they truly believe, says what their heart desires... Greatness can happen!
"When the power of love overcomes the love of power... the world will know peace"
Say hello to people on the street. Say please. Say thank you. Say your welcome. Hug someone. SAY I love you! SAY I appreciate you! DO what you love! BE HAPPY! Enjoy life! Smile! We never know when it will end! Care! Love! Be you!
I can't stress enough that what the world is lacking is care! Go watch the Free Hugs video and tell me it doesn't inspire you. Watch the movie "The Cove". There is so much we could do. Please. For the sake of not just humanity but the world! Please care!

I got a date ;D

"you make me happyyyy
whether you know it or not
we should be happyyy
that's what i said from the start"
Okay so I'm talking to this guy named Michael and he's the greatest. He makes me so happy i can't stand to do anything but smile. When I cry whether I'm sad or because I'm mad, or if I'm scared or worried, he always says... "It will all be okay. I promise. Just focus on me :]" Funny thing is when I do I feel much better.He understands me from all points. We're very much alike also. He plays many instruments.... Trumbone, bass, piano, lots more that I can't even remember haha! He can sing. He can dance. He's funny. He's honest. He makes me happy! So the other day we were talking about being super happy about being happy because we love talking to each other, and he says "So how would you feel about going on a date with me?" WELL OF COURSE I SAY I WOULD LOVE IT!!! well, because we're still sorta young we can't go unchaperoned but thats ok. As long as we're together I'm happy :D
"I love you from your toes to your face:D"

Sorry I had to cut short earlier. I watched the biggest loser this afternoon. So inspiring. Made me get up outta bed and do 30 sit ups. I'm not the most "in shape" person you will meet. I'm going to go to walmart and buy the biggest loser wii game. I've been on and off of diets since 4Th grade. My mom has always been after me. The other day she told me to just completely stop eating. Well, F that but I'm going to take a shower and go to bed. We are going on a field trip to the tech school tomorrow at school. Can't wait my cousin is the principle there ha ha. And his father, my uncle Jr. is running for board of Education. If you are in my area and know what I'm talking about Vote Cecil Gant!!!
Love you all forever,
Katie Baby ;]

Walmart Shopping :]

So, I was talking to my mom the other day, and no trip to Washington :[ Oh well, I can just make the best of my summer with no trip to Washington with no parents. We found my dress for graduation. It's white and has little turquoise and brown swirls on them and some of them are filled with the opposite color. It's really pretty, and it has a brown sash around the middle. I just went shopping online (Walmart.com) for stuff for my bedroom! Great prices! Love it! Have to go.
Remember,
Katie Baby luvs U